Cogito ergo sum

The Khaar are a free-to-use race I created. feel free to draw your very own (but read the introductions of the Khaar below to understand the race itself)

May I introduce you to my Khaar OC?

He name is Utopia which was always the name of mage characters I played in games of every kind.

lets have a look at the concept drawing of the khaar: [link]
I think I made a lot of progress here lol 8D

Lemme tell you something about utopia:
She was a good mage in lifetime but one time she had to flee in face of too many enemies after ehr allies where already dead. With one last try. tired and exhaused she tried to change into a fox to hide in a nearby forest.
It failed.
As she awakened she didn't regognized who she was at all. only very few things. Since then she lifed on and stealed a lot of paper everywhere she can and wrote (yeah khaar doesn't loose abilities they had in "life"). She has an identify disorder. She even doubts that she exists at all. She needs a prove to be existing so she writes/draws down everything what comes into her mind.

"I think, therefore I am"

The Khaar describtion:
They are creatures who are only a "product" of wrong used magic. Sometimes if a magician is too tired (or just unskilled ~haha~) and he/she wants to change his form they mutate into this creature with no chance to change back. Mostly they lose their awareness of the self and become mindless beasts.
They are not dead but doesn't life either. They are soemthing between dead an living. Since they can't 'produce' anything in they body to keep them alive they need to swallow everything what contains what could be called 'energy of life'. they swallow souls or just bits of it. (those victims get older in instant or die)
They prefer to be solitary. (There aren't many of them anyways)
They are mute and (if they still have they awareness) try to impress their feelings about gestures. To set up the neck feathers for example.
The feather color depends on the hair color of the magician and their "glow" on the eyecolor.
Of they still have some kind of awareness of self inside it's mostly hard damaged so they loose all their sanity. They might have their clear moments but they get what you would describe as "mental illnesses" like shizophrenia, paranoia, narzism, pyromanic and so on.
Khaar are genderless.

additional information:
- they can have any kind of skull